gonna be a hectic weekend..

its gonna be a hectic weekend..
lots to do .. somehow these friday nights are when i get to think what all i should do to progress .. read Sachinandan maharaj's transcriptions on saranagati.net. specifically liked his Jagannath puri's description,as well as the script on the greed of the person wanting to get all the land and losing everything.. (he gained and lost everything at the same time.. equanimity :) ah aha).. was also touched by BTSwami's lecture during his last days..
Everything yesterday and today was pointing at introspection.need to really work on what i want.. mind is so so... hands automatically goes to type rediff.com instead of jpsvani or prabhupadavani..perhaps i would be visiting the rediff site more than these required sites.. priority boy and introspection ..somehow by GM's mercy have stopped moving to the p**** sites, will have to work on this.
When will a day come when i will chant without sleeping and with concentration at least one round.? perhaps i need to pray properly..(rather pray) have been though trying to chant an extra round religiously for GM.
already so late .. need to sleep and once again sleep with a good thought..
Lord , thanks for today .
Hope tomorrow will be better.. will be able to do something more..

will not be blogging for the next two days.. catch u up ( to myself only) on monday evening..